another update for people who are interested
first off, I want to say, I'm not a bad person. You guys have known me a while, and I really do believe I am a nice person, and a good friend to people online, and in real life.
However, I've done some stupid things lately, that will probably have people on here thinking negatively of me. This year I've gotten really messed up...
Ok, here is comes, I've never admitted this to anyone before, but...
I shoplift.
It started this year in Disney, and I got in with a bad group, and they showed me how to do it, and it was so addicting. I hadn't done it in a while, and then yesterday I stole some stuff. Seriously, I shoplifted bookmarks from borders, necklaces from Claire's, a pack 6 or 7 lipglosses from Icing, and expensive beads from some bead store. And my parents were there with me, and they didn't notice.
The thing is it turned out to be like $30some worth of stuff. And ya get such a rush doing it, and then you feel awful afterwards, and I really want to stop, but its so hard.
I talked with my therapist the 1st time last week and she was really nice, but she suggested me switching schools, because she knows the types that go to my school. So, if i do change that will be interesting. I actually want to, because people here call me a slut, but the thing is I've never had a boyfriend, and I've never had sex, and I'm not a flirt. Go figure right?
But good news in all this crazyness, I got a summer job at the pool. That'll take my mind off shoplifting, and I'll be making money! So yay me!
Lazy
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Jools
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take it away in a…
in a stiff little box,
to that desolate place where all bad things go.
Things too tormenting,
to wounding to dwell.
a place I won't to visit,
a place called hell.
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I don't shoplift because I'm WAY too paranoid, but I've been tempted before.
And you? A slut? Yes, you are the biggest slut I know. Wait, that's Alexis, aka "Slutbag" (long story short: in English, she was stretching and said "I slept bad." but it sounded like "I'm slutbag"..so yeah) I think it would help if you were to switch schools. But good luck with everything
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"The temple of dead hope is a state of mind of which you need to alleviate yourself from."
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"The temple of dead hope is a state of mind of which you need to alleviate yourself from."
its good you where able to tell your therapist
good luck
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take it away in a…
in a stiff little box,
to that desolate place where all bad things go.
Things too tormenting,
to wounding to dwell.
a place I won't to visit,
a place called hell.
MY STOCK ACCOUNT - [link]
You will ask me why right? Simply because you have the courage to say it this is really mature and honest I admire that
And by the way at the future do like me don't blindly follow your "friends" respect yourself and keep your purity you are more intelligent to refuse bad things like cigarets or alcohols.
You have nothing to prove for your friends they have to respect your choice that's all
I'm really happy than you will feel better in your next school that's a really great thing ^^
You are very nice, generous and tolerant how can I hate you for what you have done I just wish than you are happy because you deserve it
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Manipulate time, my biggest dream ...
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<3
"♫ We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend
Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season fades away...
You have stolen my heart ♫"
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"The temple of dead hope is a state of mind of which you need to alleviate yourself from."
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"The temple of dead hope is a state of mind of which you need to alleviate yourself from."
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