So, I have been enlightened today, and have realized I'm a total fuck-up >.< But! I'm going to a new awesome school, and am going to change everything around for myself! This means I'm going to be a good girl for once. I'm tired of being the rough hardcore girl. I just want to be a nice person.
And that means! I get the Ferret of which I will name Louie! In October >.< So close, yet so far.
I think though, since I'll be away from a certain few boys, I'll be less likely to start shit with substances, and people.
So huzzah for me! I'm starting fresh again, and this time, I'm going to change myself around, and be in general a better person than i once was =]
I'm so young still, 16, so it should be easier to help myself, so long as i stick to this =]
I'm annoyed with rumors at work. That I like a guy, and he likes me. Here's the thing of course I like him. He's been great to me. But standing up for him does not mean I'm madly in love with him.
Seriously if someone is sitting around running down one of my friends, I'm gonna stand up for them.
And I hate how saying "Am I really the only one who likes *****?" means that my feelings for him far surpass friendship annoys me.
ok, so at work there is this guy, and we always say "I love u" to eachother right? but its friendly, ya know. and sometimes we give eachother a friendly hug, but i do that with most of the people at my work. ok anyways while he was helping me out with making some food he was like "You know I love you right?" but it wasn't like friendly, it was really serious. and i was like "I love you too" in a friendly way, like how i always say it to my friends. Then I wasn't feeling too good that day, and was like sleeping at my counter, and he came up behind me and hugged me and rubbed my back. Honestly it scared the crap out of me, cause i was asleep. and i think this guy really likes me what should i do
VERY IMPORTANT
Lazy
